Two years ago.....

Two years ago today our world changed in a second
It wasn’t the good change we expected and had of reckoned
Because in that one moment time seemed to stand still
And cruellest of twists and we had to swallow the worst reality pill
Seconds became minutes, minutes became hours
Our home was filled with cards, well wishes and so many flowers
Hours became days and then it was time to say farewell
Which when you haven’t even said hello, is the worse kind of hell
Our love got us through and we stayed strong for each other
Hoping one day to honour Lou with a sister or brother
But we dared not dream or plan for any more
Because in reality we were scared and did not know the score
As the year come to an end we just ran away to hide
Our façade was on the up but we were really dying inside
And a Christmas without Lou around people who care
Would for some been a comfort, but for us we couldn’t bear
So 2011 arrived and we decided it had to be time
To try to go forward and for 2010 draw a line
This was our year and we could not change the past
But we only had one wish and we both dared to ask
That by Christmas 2011 we would be more than us
A brother or a sister we would not make a fuss
The rest of the story I could not create
How life likes to screw with you, well some says it’s fate
Because life changed again in spring 2011
And our hell, momentarily seemed more like heaven
I remember it clearly as we both looked at that stick
With heart in the mouth we both prayed for a tick
It's impossible to describe the emotions at that point we felt
As we were philosophical throughout with the cards we had been dealt
But this was our turn, a time to be happy
As by the autumn we would have changed a nappy
Or two as it turned out with life's rich plan
Yes we were blessed with our beautiful girl and our cheeky man
So of course we are ecstatic to love, kiss and cuddle
But at the same time our hearts are in a muddle
As it still hurts daily to have lost our Lou
But the present is important especially for our two
And the future is theirs to do as they please
As in all our hearts as dad, mum, brother and sister is always our beautiful Louise
So two years on and who knows how life is going to play
For for now its all about February 19th and Louise's birthday...
Big love sweetheart from everybody you have touched
Because team norbury will never ever forget as we love you so much......

Happy birthday mwah xxxx